It will be a long night…
I came to terms with myself today:
When it’s all said and done, will I have said more than I’ve done?
I have this exasperating tendency of going through life hastily, mostly autonomously, but wasting vast amounts of brain power caring for those apathetic to my happiness.
I’m starting to regret that a bit.
I want to change it.
I want to mark it.
I finally found what has been missing from me all these years.
Shall Christmas carols forever instill sorrows and memories of past joy?
December 24th, oh what a wretched day!
For it was then that I arranged for the greatest regret of my life.
Words do have power.
At this moment, three words can change my life.
I’m praying for it to be so…
I’m hopeful it will be so…
Am I being naïve regarding the sheer insurmountability of this reality?
I shall discover it soon.
For which is a stronger feeling: anger or love?
